by Sash Suicide

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By Erin Broadley

“Everything in life is fear based”
– Nikki Sixx

It’s December 25th 1986, and Nikki Sixx is alone in his mansion, crouched naked under his Christmas tree with a needle in his arm, scribbling in his diary about watching his “holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon.” He writes, “Merry Christmas…it’s just you and me, diary. Welcome to my life.”

This is just one scene from a particularly harrowing chapter in Motley Crue bassist and founder Nikki Sixx’s new memoir “The Heroin Diaries” — a collection of riveting entries from his personal journals spanning one year from 1986 to 1987, a year he considers the height of his downward spiral into drug addiction. It’s a story about drugs, depression, and the train-wreck of self-destruction — but ultimately it’s one man’s story about survival told with unflinching and unapologetic honesty.

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Silencia Suicide in The Other

• INTO: Loud Music, wearing too much black, vegan cookies, religious iconography, sarcasm, impeccable wit, used book stores, socialist feminism, spontaneity, innocence, love.
• MAKES ME HAPPY: Gay men, handwritten letters, black coffee, New York, Portland, Kubrick, Borges. Sioux, a good sense of humor, grandparents, intelligence.
• MAKES ME SAD: Conservative politics, people who force their views on others, how necessary money is sometimes, “text” typing in e-mail/online messages – scratch that – “text” typing in general (yes, even in text messages), when people refer to tattoos as “ink” or “tatts.”
• HOBBIES: Lots of things that end with “ing.”.
• 5 THINGS I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT: Paper, black ink pen, background noise, my brain, my heart (all the other organs aren’t as important).

Get to know Silencia better over at SuicideGirls.com!

by Nicole Powers

“I’m probably the most paranoid man in Los Angeles.”
– Anthony E. Zuiker

In his first novel, Dark Origins, CSI creator Anthony E. Zuiker brought us a serial killer so extreme that he was the world’s first to be deemed worthy of Level 26 status. The spree of diabolical crimes perpetrated by the latex-attired – and therefore forensic-proof – Sqweegle, was ultimately halted by Steve Dark, a Special Circumstances investigator with demons of his own.

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Klodi Suicide in You’re All I Want

• INTO: Efficiency, freedom, chaos, anarchy, savagery, legerity.
• NOT INTO: Self-pity.
• MAKES ME HAPPY: Divine moments of truth.
• MAKES ME SAD: Self-pity.
• HOBBIES: Modeling.
• 5 THINGS I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT: Without new experience.
• I SPEND MOST OF MY FREE TIME: In bloom.

Get to know Klodi better over at SuicideGirls.com!

by Nicole Powers

“I don’t like taking any cock out.”
– Johnny Knoxville

The new Jackass feature film is spectacularly shitty – in an awesomely gross kind of way. And because it’s shot in 3D, the excrement literally comes flying right at you, giving the MTV-rooted franchise the opportunity to connect with its audience in a whole new, and yet familiarly meaningless way.

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Delia Suicide in Cute Socks

• INTO: Dance, writing, music, theatre, theology, psychology, classic cars, the 1940s, respect, acceptance, love.
• NOT INTO: Negativity, judgment, stereotypes, ignorance, alcohol, people trying to define “beauty.”
• MAKES ME HAPPY: My nephews and nieces, dance, dance, dance and more dance, new dance shoes, texting, cuddling, kissing, “I love you” texts, holding hands.
• MAKES ME SAD: Empty beds, losing people I love.
• HOBBIES: Dance, writing, reading.
• 5 THINGS I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT: Dance, music, family, friends, books.
• I SPEND MOST OF MY FREE TIME: Online, dancing around my room, sleeping, daydreaming.

Get to know Delia better over at SuicideGirls.com!