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Aug 2011 08

by SG’s Team Agony feat. Aadie and Lexie

Let us answer life’s questions – because great advice is even better when it comes from SuicideGirls.


[Aadie in Time Out]

Q: Got a problem that’s been on my mind for a while. I’ve been married for the past 8 years, and my partner has never been quite a partner in the sense of taking on or handling the usually shared responsibilities: paying bills, cleaning, parenting, etc., etc. I feel as if I’m constantly putting out fires started by her — without the help of a partner. Being the dedicated person I like to be, I always muscled on — I hate quitting.

So anyways, about 18 months ago I found out that she had an on going affair with my best friend. I was pretty shattered. I left with my son and broke ties with my ex-best friend. After 7 months I decided to try to repair the relationship for the sake of my son, and to help with her father since he was living with us and was fighting cancer. Also, I felt like I wanted to try again, so I moved back in. The disease eventually took its course, and her dad passed. I was glad to be around.

Now, 6 months have passed and I feel like I’m back where I started. I can’t seem to find a way to love her like I did before. I love her as a person and the mother of my child, BUT I feel like I’m just playing a part in a movie, living a lie. We have little in common anymore. She hates all my friends, she aspires to do nothing more than sleep, read, and smoke pot, criticizes my family, and the list goes on. I’m scared to leave because I’ll want custody of my son, and around here moms always win.

My head is just about to spin off my body. Any advise?

Anon-o-moose!

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Aug 2011 04

by Blogbot

SG Member Name: Souci

Mission Statement: I enjoy the exploration of beauty and the strange. Using a harsh color pallet, I contrast cool and warm colors to create depth, and add rough textures to sometimes emphasize key points. My greatest inspiration is derived from nature, and body modification, which play key roles in my work.


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Aug 2011 03

by Blogbot

A column which highlights Suicide Girls and their fave groups.


[Chrysis in A Dull Roar]

This week, Chrysis Suicide tells us why she fits perfectly in the Itty Bitty Titty Committee.

Members: 6831 / Comments: 44,383

  • WHY DO YOU LOVE IT?: It’s a perfect fit for us ladies whose personalities are bigger than our cup sizes.

  • DISCUSSION TIP: If you’re posting to criticize something, you may want to move along – there may be better suited places for it. This group isn’t heavy on negativity. For goodness sake, it’s a group full of shirtless cuties! Appreciate!




  • BEST RANDOM QUOTE: “I figure us ladies minus in boob and plus in booty were clearly meant to shake it, since we don’t have to worry about hitting ourselves/others in the face with giant knockers while doing it.”


  • MOST HEATED DISCUSSION THREAD: Anything having to do with breast augmentation, or more specifically, whether or not implants are a good idea. Safe to say, this one’s an individual preference sort of deal, and should be approached with caution and total delicacy.
  • WHO’S WELCOME TO JOIN?: Think more than a handful is truly a waste? Come on in.




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Aug 2011 02

by Blogbot

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Aug 2011 01

by SG’s Team Agony feat. Smythe and Casca

Let us answer life’s questions – because great advice is even better when it comes from SuicideGirls.


[Smythe in There Is A Light]

Q: There’s this guy that I’ve been into since I meet him. After I broke up with my BF we started to fool around but haven’t kissed or fucked. I thought he was into me and so did everyone else, so I finally told him I liked him. He said that he wasn’t interested in me like that. It’s been about a month since I told him I liked him, and I’m not over it. I don’t even understand why I liked him in the first place, or why he showed that he was into me but said differently. Could you please help make sense of all this? I would like to move on but it seems like I can’t.

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Jul 2011 31

As many of you already know, Evangeline tragically died in a car crash earlier this year. Known outside of SG as both Lauren Brook Matyis and Ari Said, she was just 25, and is survived by a 4-year old daughter, Avigail Jerusalem Matyis.

It’s always especially sad when we lose one of our own. Below, two members of our community that knew and loved Evangeline – filmmaker Michael Charron (a.k.a. SG Member: MichaelElder), and artist, actress and SG Tatian – remember her vibrant, creative, talented, generous, and loving spirit.

R.I.P.

Our condolences go out to the family, loved ones, and friends she left behind.

SG
XOX

(A trust fund has been set up for Evangeline’s daughter – see details at the footer of this piece.)

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Jul 2011 29

by Laurelin

Driving down the quaint streets of Chatham on Cape Cod is always a reality check for me. The gorgeous colonial style historic homes with vast lawns and wrap around porches lay quietly by the sea, so perfect in their rustic yet modern décor, looking as though a horse drawn buggy would be a better fit in the driveway rather than a SUV. I have always wanted a home like that. I want something old fashioned by the water, somewhere were I can drink sangria on the porch with my husband and look out at the sea. I could stare at these houses forever, just dreaming of a life that right now, seems so out of reach.

I left a seaside town to move to the city, traded the ocean in my backyard for a concrete ocean and non-stop traffic, horns and sirens. Constant college party screams and shouts lull me to sleep instead of the waves and the cry of seagulls. Instead of tasting salt in the breeze, you might get the occasional AC water drip from the apartments above you. I am used to this city life now, and I do miss it when it’s gone, but I can’t see myself retiring and settling down here forever. For me, right now, this is what I have convinced myself I need. This city has always catered to my single needs. Even when I had a boyfriend this city did nothing to help “us” live a quieter happy couple life. We’re late nighters. Our only consistency in life was the same bar stool we would sit in after work. We had no place in a place like the Cape. We didn’t belong there, we belonged here in this tragedy.

It’s a much different story than just city life vs. country life. To me it’s like two different worlds. Move me to one of those houses on the Cape without me feeling like I’m completely done with this city bar scene and I would be lost. My only question –– is it going to be enough? What am I waiting for? More money? The perfect person to bring with me? If I wanted that life so badly things would have been different. I could have moved home to Rhode Island this year but I couldn’t do it. I was supposed to move to San Diego this September, but the thought of leaving Boston just became too horrifying for me. It was just easier to stay, to keep doing what I’m doing. Why stir the pot when things are pretty much alright the way they are? This city has become the ultimate enabler, allowing me to live a crazy life from which I want no rescue.

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